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Kelly Venus Pony by KellyVenus
Kelly Venus Pony
thought I would post up what her unicorn form looks like as a base model, the background story actually carries over very easily from her comics, but getting her appearance to match is not so easy, im not perticually good at drawing animals, and I have neither a scanner or drawing programs other than ms paint, which is how I edited my drawings for her star cutie mark, which frankly i'd prefure to have as one large star just like all her other outfits, but I will get there over time I guess.

her tail and mane are pretty close to how I draw up and down styles, the ribbon needs well ribbon not just the bow part, and I'm looking at making her but spots a tad more silvery shaded, I realised anytime Kelly has used a form with wings, they've been attached and a little different but simple, so the steampunk alicorn wings will have to be replaced with her real wings, but dam, now they actually make sense, like they had to be from somewhere, since she could transform to have cat ears/tail/ and lilac-white wings, the cat part of her transformation was a genetic mutation that happens at a certain level of magic usage, and to much magic usage would turn her into a very large cat *shadow cat*, but I guess the wings can now be a residual remnent from her time in equestria :D, her alicorn style will need her proper crown from lady venus form, and regardless she needs her star necklace, otherwise she cant use magic OR transform.

all this dose beg the question, as a unicorn or even alicorn, is the star staff nessicary in equestria? I tend to think -no? and if not, how would her magic look coming from her body instead of a weapon?

unfortunely, im going to have to suss out exactly what Kelly / diamond venus/ lady venus royal status was because I cant remember, im pretty sure she was an empress in the comic, and a goddess in the other book, both make sense in the land of equestria either way once she's an alicron, but the story her alicorn form sits best with is the one where shes a goddess and has to find herself on every planet in the universe, but the unicorn form turning alicorn best sits with the story where her powers are supressed to blend in on earth till a certain age/when threatened, and has to transform to gain access to enough power for casting spells/attacks, but that ones story dosnt involve her going to different worlds beyond the one she was born on and the one she was raised on, and the second story revolves more around her cat forms and how she has to blend in now that she has full magic access in a world that dosnt.

ahhhh its a conundrum...

all this makes me want to draw, I haven't WANTED to draw for well over 1-2 years.

Kelly Venus traditional appearance:
full body: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…
colour: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

various fighter forms: Kelly venus- diamond venus - kitty venus - lady venus
kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

various fighter forms: Tabby cat
before death: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…
before resurrection: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

various fighter forms: shadow cat
kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

Alicorn FORM:
kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…
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Daimond Venus Pony by KellyVenus
Daimond Venus Pony
I feel like I still have to tweak with her design off the creator game to get her as close to what I'm going for visually, since she's not 100% how kelly venus would look in equestria, but its a good starting place.

all credit where credit is due, thank you www.dolldivine.com/mlp-fim-pon… mlpfim pony creator game. I've been a fan of mlp for a couple of years going now, due to money restraints I haven't got to go to any cons or general gatherings, or really even buy much merchandise that I really wanna get, but for a while I've been wondering if I had an oc pony what would she look like?

its taken over 6months to work out the basics of how she would look, (im to picky and a perfectionist, so my pony couldn't just look like any ole random with generic features), then it occoured to me, I already have an oc character from my stories, wouldn't it make more sense to just ponyfie her? I mean what would Kelly venus look like if she walked into equestria's world.

this would be it, since Kelly V's a sorcerer and a princess, Kelly pony would be atleast a unicorn for magic usage and alicorn by birth status, which I didn't really figure out till after I designed her. my original idea was I wanted her to be a unicorn with sorta steampunky wings as an accessory, but once it dawned on me that Kelly venus is a princess if not practically a queen in her stories, I figured, hey what the hell, she can be an alicorn, in her kelly venus form she is a unicorn, but when she trys to transform in equestria, insted of gaining acess to her power as a human, she transforms into diamond venus the alicorn, except unlike mlpfim,

kellys world rules still apply to her magic, either she untransforms back into a unicorn to recharge or she drains her powers dry and is forced to untransform, with no access to magic till she recovers, still makes sense in equestria I guess, its not like she's a full time resident, she's literally wound up there by mistake of a transport spell, unless you base this on my other story around kelly venus who can't transform, but is a goddess who has to breed with one of every species in the universe before destroying it and herself in the rebirth of the universe that happens every millennia.

all her dimentions are custom to how I imagined her hight, shape, colours, so I can clearly say she's not basied off another MLP character, which I know a few fans like to emulate a bit of a look alike effect.

honestly I think rarity, rainbow dash and luna are all awesome, and I have lots of fan material of them. but personally out of equines, I love Clydesdales, and particularly grey horses with white speckles all over their butts, or those lovely creamy coloured ones with the white manes, really lovely, hence how she got a spotty butt.

I initially wanted just one star as a cutie mark, but the creator game wouldn't let me place it where I wanted or enlarge it, so I made 3 and worked with the spotty background to blend it in no matter where it was automatically placed (overly high on the flank :(  ), Kelly V's sporting her trademark hair style with ribbon, and is larger than the average pony, but considering she's an alicorn, it's kinda to be expected, though I'd doubt she's as tall as tia, maybe a little taller than luna/cadence.

Kelly's colours are a little different too, I had considered making her silver, but a really pale shade, that would nearly be white, but I didn't so much like how it came out, her eyes are a lighter blue and hairs a lighter shade than normal, but I wanted to play on a reverse rules of humans from cantalot high, since they were a washed out version of the originals from ponyville.

Kelly Venus traditional appearance:
full body: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…
colour: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

various fighter forms: Kelly venus- diamond venus - kitty venus - lady venus
kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

various fighter forms: Tabby cat
before death: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…
before resurrection: kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

various fighter forms: shadow cat
kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…

Unicorn FORM:
kellyvenus.deviantart.com/art/…
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  • Mood: Hungry
  • Eating: god i want food but the shops arnt open yet
  • Drinking: water
not much I guess, im excited to see my brother and his wife up for this week, i'll be doing some work experience later this week I hope, but im not fully sure im excited by it, I guess i'd just rather it be a job not *hi do the exact same work but for free so you can finish your certificates practical hours*.

I think for now the depressions gone, and I seem to be in control of my anxiety for now, but I know i'll be sick with it later when I have to turn up for the work experience, if im not carful about how I approach it, I could end up with another stomach ulcer, so yeah, a bit more stressful than the average first day can be.

that's about all I can think of for now, thought i'd just update, let you know how im doing.

also my fridge died.. yup, just great, when I cant afford to get it fixed or replaced, it craps itself. which means I kinda cant keep fresh food in the house very long, hence why right now im super hungry and waiting for the shops to open.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Eating: nerds
  • Drinking: coke
some good news is that I'm not as depressed and anxious as I was, I spent the last two weeks sorting myself out, I decided to look up what causes depression and anxiety, a lot of sites said that the cause is a lack of control or feeling like I don't have or cannot control my situation, a feeling of helplessness.

So I made a list of things that I like and enjoy and another list of things that upset/annoy me, I didn't bother to focus on the list of things that annoy me because I already know why they annoy me, so instead I focused on trying to figure out why the things I liked/enjoyed, I liked so much, and what I felt I derived from doing them.

I noticed that both list what almost exactly opposite to each other, so I compaired the two, and once I knew what emotions I had on each listed item, I thought why not replace something that instead of making me depressed, brings me happiness or something fun when I feel bored?

like for instance I get sound anxiety between 3-7 pm, because there are a lot of kids in front of, around and behind my house, making loud and excessively annoying noise, I hate excessive loud noises no matter what is making them, previously this noise was only at the rear of my house, so I would escape it by wearing ear plugs or retreating to the front of my house, but I cant now that there are also a lot out the front at that same time, so I looked at my lists, saw that I like listening to music, it brought me happiness and a sense of calm, so instead of listening to the sound of loud kids that bring me noise anxiety during that time of day,

I cant escape from it due to being unemployed/tight on money/in my own home, instead I listen to loud music that drowns the noise out, which also brings me happiness as I sing to the songs that I like, which stops me being anxious and as depressed, I also use earplugs when I can hear them through the music. This puts me in control of the situation. I know a few of you do and have struggled with anxiety and depression, and this kind of information would be useful for you, that's why I wanted to share it with you as soon as I figured it out for myself.

speaking of sharing useful things, I've been trying out an app called "goal setter", so far I only have two goals set up, I found this to be really quite easy once you've set up the first goal into the goal setter, it's relatively simple to use after that. my first goal seems to be easy enough to maintain I think it's because it's so specific, where as im having trouble actually doing the second goal because it's so open.

Goal 1: apply for 2 jobs daily 
point: To make sure that I don't forget to apply for at least two jobs per day.
Aim: I'm already sitting down applying for 2 jobs, I may apply for more than just 2 jobs while im at it, as opposed to applying for 14 jobs in one sitting per week, it means that I'm not forgetting to apply everyday as Jobs are being listed, which gives me a better chance of getting an interview that leads to employment.

Goal 2: 10 minutes exercise daily
point: to try and do at least 10 minutes of any kind of exercise that works up a sweat at any time of the day.
Aim: to achieve a regular moderate exercise, as a daily pattern across an entire year, rather than intense exercise for a few months, then forgetting to ever start again.
 
I'm looking at adding more goals a bit later that are more specific, related to the exercise goal, to see if it's actually just because I've got it so none specific, because I haven't actually done any actual exercise yet with that kind of listing, I've only got to tick it off as yes, when I've gotten sweaty from cleaning the house over the process of a day. where as, I think if I actually put it down as 5 pushups or something, it would actually be something very specific that I would know I have to do today, have I done it? yes or no? I'll probably actually do that.

Even though I haven't managed to get a job yet, the daily approach seems to be more direct, and im not getting as quick a rejections as I was from the mass application methods, which might mean their actually being considered on some level before they bluntly reject them.

by taking the time to actually sort myself out, its at least helped with my situational depression and anxiety a bit, which is good, I mean I can't go to a job in that mental situation and just think I'll have time to deal with it later, these are things that I need to figure out before then, and while I am applying, I'm doing a waiting game anyway, so I might as well be trying to improve myself in that time frame. which is a little ironic since the conditions were only made worse by being unemployed, chronically ILL and finically stressed in the first place.

So anyway I typed all this up earlier today and it was actually really more direct info, but before I finished Phoenix decided to click on my mouse and close out of the actual window, so I lost everything that I've typed up, so after I spent my evening irritated, I decided I would try out my tablets feature of recording what I say as text, honestly it didn't do too well, but at least it let me retype the main parts of what I wanted to say on the journal, this way I only had to hop on my computer and proof read it before reposting it, otherwise frankly you would have no idea what I was trying to say in some parts.
  • Mood: Angsty
hey, so lately I've been super bored and depressed, when I wake up, I feel like there's no real reason to get up, I get up, eat, use my computer a bit, maybe eat again, shower, go to bed, take ages to fall asleep, sleep and repeat. occasionally I have an appointment I need to attend, so I get up and go out for it, but otherwise, I have nothing to do.

im still looking for a job, while trying to stay stressfree, if I get stressed or to anxious, my IBD starts to flare up, which is quite painful and uncomfterble, it happened just recently when I had to spend time around a perticually stressfull situation, and knew it wasn't a once off thing, but would become weekly.

as I said im looking for a job, and it feels like its a lost cause, i'm not getting anywhere, and getting a heap of emails or phone calls to tell me im unsucceful, not suitable, or have been passed up for someone better, just puts me down in the dumps, I need work, and not being able to control such a major aspect of my life, leaves me feeling helpless, or other times just worthless.

it just came to my attention tonight, that I don't have any hobbies anymore, heck, I don't even leave the house unless its to get food or see apointments, when I was having a deeply anxious internal argument with a few people I've always wanted to have a go at, since they don't speak well of me. it occoured to me, I used to do, weightlifting, kick boxing, cycling, yoga/tai chi/platies, walking/running, drawing, comics, gaming, and I used to go out around twice a week just to see friends and family between all that and a full time job.

by comparison, im a shadow of my former self, I know the difference is now I have permenit injurys, IBD, and various forms of anxiety, plus situational depression from no job/hobbies/family/regular friend interactions. but it really left me wondering, exactly what happened? id sit and draw, listen to music or watch a show when I came home, while my dinner roasted away for an hour, i'd do my exercise right after work and sometimes also before it, so that when I got home at 7:30, I could do anything I wanted to do from then till midnight, before I went to bed.
  • Mood: Hungry
  • Eating: god i want food but the shops arnt open yet
  • Drinking: water
not much I guess, im excited to see my brother and his wife up for this week, i'll be doing some work experience later this week I hope, but im not fully sure im excited by it, I guess i'd just rather it be a job not *hi do the exact same work but for free so you can finish your certificates practical hours*.

I think for now the depressions gone, and I seem to be in control of my anxiety for now, but I know i'll be sick with it later when I have to turn up for the work experience, if im not carful about how I approach it, I could end up with another stomach ulcer, so yeah, a bit more stressful than the average first day can be.

that's about all I can think of for now, thought i'd just update, let you know how im doing.

also my fridge died.. yup, just great, when I cant afford to get it fixed or replaced, it craps itself. which means I kinda cant keep fresh food in the house very long, hence why right now im super hungry and waiting for the shops to open.

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eevee06121992 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi! Thanks for the :+devwatch:! :D
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KellyVenus Featured By Owner 2 days ago
no problem, you have nice art
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HoshiSamma Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fav :iconaawplz: <3
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serlink12 Featured By Owner May 19, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
thank you for the llama!
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AEgln Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2015
It's almost the end of your day but I'm here to tell you Happy Birthday!!! :happybounce: 
I know you face problems and hard time, but there is always a reason to going on, sometimes we know it, sometimes it is a mystery...
I wish you happiness and the strength to never let it go  Hug
And no matter if the fridge is still death, because nothing material worth more than you (your personality, your health and your spirit) Winner
Enjoy the time and take care!!!
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