Dream Scene 21 Sweet Dreams Of Honey

last night i had a dream, im not sure if it was a good dream or not.

it started off with honey in her slightly younger days having been badly attacked by a dog, i snaffled her up and hurried to the vet with her draped in my arms, it was an emergancy so we went streight in to the surgry room, the vet had a look over her, moving the almost severed torn skin about to  check the damage, it was bad though she wasnt really bleeding, she struggled and tossed about obviously in panic,

the vet gave her a few needels to numb the pain, an antibiotic for the wound, and stichted her back up on the spot, he handed her back to me, the painkiller needle had made her calm right down and she was on the boarder of being in a medical induced coma, so i knew she wasnt in pain right now, the vet wrapped a sheet over her in my arms, as i moved her to wrap her better, her back end flopped over my arms completely limp, the vet sharply said "stop dont move" i could hear water dripping,

he said that it was pretty unavoidable for the animals to not leak when all there muscels were numb, i acknollaged that i understood, and would keep her rear end tucked up so it wouldnt happen again, i snuggled up to honeys coat and head, "its been so long since i held her close in my arms" i thought to myself, "i missed you" covering her under my jumper.

after leaving the vet it appeared that the world was flooding, i was in an office building with glass octagonal security like rooms, at some point i turned into a guy, honey still tucked under my jumper, i often shifted her positon under my jumper making sure her body still had warmth of her own.

i was talking with a woman as i looked for somthing under a desk, the water outside the glass room rising, till eventually it was over our heads outside, we agreed we should open the door and swim up before it got to high to hold our breath and get out, i glanced and the crescent shaped bump that was honey under my jumper, "i hope she'll be okay, i cant get her to hold her breath, so i'll have to swim up to the top of the water as fast as possible" i thought as i glanced just inside the jumper at the fuzzy grey ears and top of her head, recovering the top of the jumper.

the door opend and i quickly swam to the surface about a story above us in the building, it was dark and the water had risen high, we swam through the winding coridors in the darkness, occasionally coming to a dead end in a closed off room and turning back.

we came to a large autitorium like room, packed with people, the water barely flowed in here, for some reason i slid down the water slide ramp that was once an isle, and took the stage down front, i had to challange the current self aclaimed king of the people,

then for some reason i made my way back up and out of room into the dark water filled coridor, i felt honey squirm in my jumper, i wondered how much more time i'd have with her, and if she was alright in there.


as i turned the corner of the coridor i woke up...

honey passed away almost 10 months ago, and sometimes i still dream of her, im always so happy when i see her in my dreams, but i wake up so confused, sometimes it makes me sad, other times i struggle for the first few minutes to realise honeys no longer here after having gotten up to follow or look for her.

at some point in the dream i was semi aware that she was gone but that i could see and hold her for the moment, it brings tears to my eyes to think of how happy it made me just to hold her again, even if it was just a dream.